Im self destructing, can anybody help me(long)?

YOU ARE STRONG. You are not the only one and if others can get through this, so can YOU! Believe in yourself. Talk to someone. Anyone. There will always be someone around the corner who will understand you. You must beat this eating disorder. There will always be someone who thinks you are the most beautiful person on earth and to do so, you must first believe YOU are beautiful. Smile in the mirror. Laugh a little. Look at life in a more optimistic view. There is so much ahead of you. You only get one chance in life and you MUST make the best of it. I think a good way of coping is to talk it out. Maybe you can talk to your boyfriend. If he doesnt understand, he isnt worth it. I want you to know there will always be someone willing to talk to you though (: Be strong. Talk to God. Prey to God. Write out all your feelings. There are people that love you and care for you. You are special to them. Like your little sisters and your grandpa. Would you rather live a life helping others you love or live a life doing nothing at all and giving up? I'd pick the first one. Stay strong. You can get through this. You are BEAUTIFUL.